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another stupid summer sunday here in my hometown..nothing's worse than a sunday afternoon like a SUMMER SUNDAY afternoon >_< with parents arguing about plants, weat hot weather, aching stomach cos you ate too much chocolate and almonds cake and a panda who wants to stay all by himself but is afraid of telling it to people =_= but he isn't afraid to tell it to you and you obviously can't help answering "ok then, see you tomorrow, i'm gonna wake you up with breakfast!" i'm an arse..i'm like anybody else..idiot! *slaps self*
i'm watching the official site of nana the movie with cast, pictures, trailers stupid 56k modem doesn't allow me to download >_< and stuff and.. why did they choose THAT guy to play the role of ren, why in the world, holy darn, TELL ME WHYYYYY???? he can't be the incarnation of sid vicious..he looks like a dumb child-a-like japanese boy..and..he has something that reminds me of hashiramoto sensei, my japanese lector... °O° ARGHH!! DAME DA NO!!!!! and reira.... where have her charm and pink hair been gone..? ;_; ..but i've got to admit nana oosaki and yasu are just perfect..mmm.. :O~~ ..can't wait to watch this movie..but i've got to wait till september, it will be some kind of birthday present ^o^
迷惑をかけたくないの…笑わせたいばっかりであんたと一緒に笑いたい…
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[03/16/05☆22:52] |
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i was preparing for a stupid exam i should have done three or four days later (as i'm always used to do..) my days were like getting up at 7, eating a lot because i needed LOTS of mental energy e.g. lots of calories, reading reading reading, sleeping a lot to restore poor synapses from overstudying, watching flies flying around the room and other exciting stuff.. only little twinkling light brightening those fucking boring days was the voice of my little panda ^___^ the only thing making me wanna study (along with daddy's threats hanging on me) was the thought of the time i should have spent in his arms once exams were over *^^* we planned a romantic w/e for the beginning of march, me and him, how sweet..
..the day before fucking exam, he called me,
said he realized he probably loved another girl, he was sick of this life and this claustrophobic city and
his friends and everything and he wants to run away from here, build a new existence for himself far from this place and the people living in.
*pinpon* here comes quiz time!! at this point, guess what happened in robomika's head!! you can win a special trip in melito beach for prize!! *pinpon*
granted that: (i had some clues, but i came to understand the facts only a few days ago.. me stupid..)
this girl rejected him time ago and we all know the charming fascination reject has (now she's in another country, i hope she's feeling at ease there, so she'll never come back home >__< i'm learning to hate, at least.. i've never happened to hate anybody -and i used to like her, before... -_- how a nice feeling i dare to say >__<)
sure, this episode happened something like three years ago, sure, he's been my pandafriend for almost two years, sure, in these two years he's fallen in love with me, sure.. well, but my panda is sensitive and insecure and that reject was a stab in his panda heart, he's been hiding it to himself behind carrying on a sort of special friendship with her..but wounds are wounds and if you don't heal em, they hurt, so he came to terms with a paradoxal situation and decided to break any link with this phantomatic girl up. he came to this conclusion a month ago, after being my p/f for two years, oh well...
better later than never..
when he talks me of her i feel the ground collapse under my feet.. but i'll be strong
all this being stated, i (think i) understand him and the way he feels..i just want to be close to him..although sometimes i suffer the pain of hell =_= ..but i love him, he's my sun and the center of my world.. i just want to stay with the panda i love, is it that weird??
even tho i know he wants to leave this country and, i suppose, he wants to leave it alone.. (heh, lately, he can't help telling me to find a real boyfriend instead of wasting time with him =_=; stupid boy >_< i wonder when and if he'll ever understand the heart of a loving girl X°D stupid.. TT-TT )
..but..i still dream someday he would call me telling me to leave everything and run away together..
haha X°D i'm a fucking hopeless dreamer, but who cares..
i really don't know what i'm writing right now.. i'm sorry for being so boring & confusing.. i won't do it anymore, i swear!!!
......changing subject..tomorrow i'm gonna take a lil trip with my friends ^o^ it's gonna be fuuuuuuuuuuuuun ^O^ i'm so happy i have them as fwiends..i'd feel so sad without my tomodachi.. ;_;
*********robomika***
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[02/17/05☆22:38] |
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maria de filippi's barks're making me wanna be anywhere but here >__< would anybody PLEASE go slit her throat??? today has been a really nice day ^o^ i had a rendez~vous with my tomodachi~san ♥ i met rossichan who's just come back from japan *_* i wish i had relatives in japan..uuuuuu how i wish!! but i know it'll come the day when i, a fluently speaking japanese guide leading a crowd of tourists, will catch a glimpse of a hot charming 日本人 who, of course, madly in love with me, will take me in japan with him ♥_♥ XD (once there, then, we could even split up, who cares XD i will spend my life cosplaying in harajuku street and i'll make fortune as a gothic lolita's muse and/or stylist and i'll meet takeshi kitano which will invite me at his tv shows where i'll teach italian to japanese people. on weekends i'll go relax to the onsen near fuji san *_* and during the spring i will pick up cherry blossoms. ta-daaan! )
ぜんぜん= [zènzèn] adv. not at all, never (neg.v.)
X°D
oh well.. *cough* waiting for my japanese man, i post the pic of the プレゼント rossi gave me *^o^*
uber-cute kitty bag + my melody/プリン tissues(i'll never ever use, even if i happen to drown in my own mucus!!)+ a fan + a lucky neko + kawaii giraffes plastic chopsticks ^o^ ^o^ hooray! ^o^ ^o^
ok, now i go slee..ehr..study =_=
☆じゃあね!☆
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[02/16/05☆22:09] |
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i tried to modify my journal appearence but it sucks so faaaaaaaaaaaaar, booooooooooooooo!!! TToTT
i've got an exam on tuesday and i'm still ignorant as a pig.. and i'm eating like a pig cos i'm so sjkhgksjfhg nervous ç_ç there was no valentine's candlelight dinner for me and i made a tragedy of it X°D eheheh X°°D and i quarreled with my poor pandafriend over his lack of romance X°D i can't help being the romantic girl i am and feeling disappointed if my silly fantasies don't concretize into reality.. i don't know, just give me a cauliflowers bouquet or take me somewhere doing 月見 -tsukimi- *lol*..dammit!! of course his answer was planning a honeymoon with his bestfriend X°D
i don't want to get marry, i've always thought of it as a useless bureaucratic formality (i swear!) i don't even consider its religious aspect, me being not *that* religious.. the only thing that makes me dream about marriage is the honeymoon *__* to travel with the loved one, share experiences and emotions and people and places and ç_ç *shine* sometimes i guess honeymoon is the only way for me to make it happen, unfortunately is the only and most impossible way :(
i know sometimes i may sound ungrateful to you, but i'm not :) :* :* a bit jealous, at most ^o^
(anyway, when and if i'll ever have a son, i'll call him arturo :D :D :D)
ロボパスチが彼女のパンダをとっても愛してるよ!!! ^o^ ^o^ ^o^
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[02/16/05☆11:36] |
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a little quizzage never hurts *_*
You Are the Individualist |
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You are sensitive and intuitive, with others and yourself.
You are creative and dreamy... plus dramatic and unpredictable.
You're emotionally honest, real, and easily hurt.
Totally expressive, others always know exactly how you feel.
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[12/29/04☆22:02] |
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umph, such a boring day needed to be lightened up by something new, so.. i created my brand new live journal account *wheeeeee!!* =_= bleh..! i can't wait sucky holidays are over.. and once it'll be over i'm gonna start complaining about exams uni and stuff >___< waiting for holidays again! and then again. and again. and again (continues)
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